jueves, enero 17, 2019

We're still writing in English... Soooowy :/

So, 2019 started not so bad. Still at work, still at the same apartment, still trying to have a "normal" life.
I'm actually looking forward to what this year may bring. I hope this is the year when I finally get to bring my mom over to live with me. Which is my favorite goal. Once I have her by my side, I think I'll be able to feel a full circle with my decision of moving to the USA.

So far, things have been nice love wise. It feels nice to finally being in the same page with someone. Trying to have an "adult" relationship is such a hard task, and nobody tells you it gets harder and harder as you get older, and how easy it is for things to get complicated so fast and so easy.
I'm "all in" here and, even knowing I shouldn't, I'm expecting the same in return. It gets so old and so lonely, you simple get exhausted.

In other news, I decided to make time for myself and return to do what I love, and that includes music and writing. I came to the realization that might be one of the reasons why I haven't felt as whole sometimes. "Me time" is basically my only new year's resolution. As corny as it sounds, I think is necessary at this point of my life. We'll see how that goes.
I've even considered returning to make YouTube videos merely for fun. Not even monetizing them. Fuck it.

I'll keep you guys posted (whoever is reading this).
Thank you for these few minutes of your time. Have a great new year, kids! :)


-Duidy.

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